Well my beautiful son you would be 9 months old soon...where has the time went, it seems like yesterday i held your tiny little body and kissed that tiny little face...you are so precious to me and i will not nor could i ever forget you, the whole in my heart is still here...Having you in my life even for the brief moment has changed me...you are the gift i needed, i just wish you were still here. You are my saviour, my strength, my everything that keeps me going Ian mommy does it for you....I love you so much and miss you even more.