There are many changes going on for us Ian...Found a good man who is so good to me and your brother...i wish he could have met you....The whole in my heart is still there....i visit you as often as i can...you will soon have a headstone too....I need your strength today baby...help mommy today...i am missing you so much that i cant breathe...i love you so so much Ian...you are the bravest and strongest little boy i have ever know and i am very proud of you....You will forever be my inspiration to do better in life....I love you Love Mommy